Million Dollar Baby

My son attempted to give me a million dollars today..... or shall I say yesterday. Here's our story :)

Early in the morning, I'd say about 10ish, Marcus and I were getting ready to go out to go to the Post Office and drop off the orders. He asked me if we could stop at Blockbusters and get a movie. I told him no. He as usual threw a massive fit. Gah :( I looked at him told him to stop. He wouldn't. tears streamed down his face.

"But I want it Mom!" He yelled at me..

I squished his cute little face and told him "And I want a Million Dollars. When you bring me a Million Dollars, I'll get you a movie"

After that I got up and headed for the dryer to finish folding laundry. I heard Marcus rummaging around in his room. I didn't pay much attention to that. Next thing I know Marcus is standing next to me.. He holds his little hand out and goes "Here's your million dollars Mommy. Is this enough?" His hands are full of pennies and nickles.


I about lost it! I cried and told him that it is more than a million dollars and he can keep it. Mommy would get him his movie with her own money. Turns out, one movie turned into 7. I rented 8 one for meh, and 7 for him!

I have the sweetest baby in the world!!

oh EM ge!

I am sitting here in my living room, bored out of my mind.. and I'm wondering "What can I do, so that I am not so bored..." Well I can honestly think of a few...

• sleep
  
• clean
  
• blog in Marcus' blog
• sleep
  
• watch a movie
  
• play games online
• get on IMVU and chat it up
• sleep
  
• finish decorating the Christmas Tree
• talk to friends
• did I mention sleep?

Lets start with task #1.
Sleep. I am getting tired. But I'm not quite ready for bed. I mean I was up past 5 am last night. Its only 1 something. The night is still young!

Then we got the fun one...
Clean. Who in their right mind wants to clean at 1am? Not I. So that one is outa the question.

Blogging......
I need to get all the blogging done! I haven't done a single thing since the other night. Gah!

Sleep??
I think I already mentioned it was early!

Movie time!!
I already watched 2 tonight, I think a third one might be pushing it.

Playing games..
I played a few games already. Got bored of those quickly. I love playing games at vivalagames.com. Its a blast! Thanks Ron for that site.

IMVU..
Well Adam's not online, he's sleepy. Melissa is asleep, and Bailey is working. No one really to talk to.

Sleep!
Oh I'm starting to really think its a good idea...

Decorating the Christmas Tree....
I really think Marcus should help do that, he'd have fun. I think it'd be best if I wait on that one.

Talk to friends! :)
Well I've been talking to Bailey on MSN for quiet some time now. Adam is sleepy watching tv, I think I said that once. Mel is sleepin.

And last but not least.. SLEEP!!!
I'm thinking thats the best idea I have. Off to bed I go. Adam is gonna call and I missed his booteh!

Ni Night

I can count the ways...

Well, I sit here, trying to update my blog here. I got a few things done. Added my 2 besties and well, Mel's blog. Bailey doesn't have one just yet. Still trying to convince her to start writing one. She claims.. her life is too boring. Ha! Its a wall, I'm breakin it down lol one day... one day she'll have a blog I will prevail!

Adam and I, we are staying friends, I'd be devastated honestly if we didn't. He has become one of my best friends now. I talk to him more than anyone I know, and that's the truth. We talk during the day through text.. yahoo at night or IMVU or both lol, depends on if we are chatting with others on there. We end up texting til we pass out or talk on the phone, and then text til we pass out. He may of made a mistake, but he's still a good person and friend. I'll always heart him.

I looked at Marcus' blog earlier, noticed I hadn't blogged in almost 2 years.. 2 years in March.. Lord Have Mercy, how'd I let that go? Man oh man. I added his 3rd birthday and Christmas 08 tonight. I'll get more up. I have so much to do. The 4th of July, Williams Birthday.. Trips with Melissa and the boys, Marcus' 4th Birthday. Halloween! Lord how can you forget Halloween. Thanksgiving.. There is just so much to do and not enough time to do it. Christmas is just right around the corner and I want to have his blog updated to the fullest by then. Wish me luck?? I need it!

I've found a new love.. Jay Sean. No not love as in I want to marry him. I'm off the market as of right now. Sold to whom you ask? Myself. I need to work on me, or make myself who I want to be, before I even think about putting myself back out there. (Anyway!) Jay Sean, I bought his CD Black Friday shopping with my sister. I LOVE this CD. Its Amazing. He's got some amazing music. Lights off has got to be one of my new favorite songs. And then you got War. If you haven't heard the song War, go download it, google it whatever you need to do to find it, but listen to it! Its Amazing! He is an amazing composer, all his songs are written or co written by him. He's my new love!

I aught to get back to working on the little one's blog. Have a wonderful night, and great Sunday!

I could...

I could sit here and be angry about something I cannot change...
Or I can be happy with the things, and people I have in my life.

I choose to be happy.
To enjoy my son, whom I love dearly.
To love my friends, no matter how much they may piss me off at times.
To spend as much time with my family as possible, because you never know how long you truly have with them.

I choose to have clear positive thoughts, reactions and actions.
To make my life better.
To clearly see the good in things.
To make conscience decisions that benefit not only myself, but my son, family and friends.

I get to choose.
This is power that I am taking back.

I will no longer allow a person, man or thing control my life.

This is not only a choice, it is a way of life.

My life.

WELL well WELL

What did I tell you? That Julie would get hurt in the end? I was right. Adam was supposed to be here today for us to meet. But, I found out Monday that he got back with his ex. Thanks for telling me.

I was falling in love with him. I'm pretty hurt, more than I am leading on to anyone. I understand though. She's there, and I'm in another state. He cant move til after he finishes school, and he doesn't know how long that would take. He's young, and needs to figure out his life. Mine, its pretty set solid for the next 14 years.

I do Understand. So I'm not angry, or mad or hate him. I know I should for what he did. He lied to me and I should hate him. But I don't.

In truth, I still love him, and I only want the best for him. If his wants and desires are to be with his ex, than so be it.

I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me.