WELL well WELL

What did I tell you? That Julie would get hurt in the end? I was right. Adam was supposed to be here today for us to meet. But, I found out Monday that he got back with his ex. Thanks for telling me.

I was falling in love with him. I'm pretty hurt, more than I am leading on to anyone. I understand though. She's there, and I'm in another state. He cant move til after he finishes school, and he doesn't know how long that would take. He's young, and needs to figure out his life. Mine, its pretty set solid for the next 14 years.

I do Understand. So I'm not angry, or mad or hate him. I know I should for what he did. He lied to me and I should hate him. But I don't.

In truth, I still love him, and I only want the best for him. If his wants and desires are to be with his ex, than so be it.

I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me.